I'm making an effort to focus on the good today. I haven't missed my anti-anxiety medicine much until lately, and I know it's not all pms. Admitting I really may be dependent on a pill just plain sucks. I'm holding off on refilling it as long as I can because I hate taking it. It makes me dizzy and desperate for a nap for about half an hour twice a day, which interferes with too much. Not to mention people assume that EVERY time I get angry, it must be because I skipped a pill. It couldn't possibly have anything to do with them acting like a moron. Exercise and more sex (yes, love, that was for you) helps control my mood just as well without the side effects. Usually. I've been working out, blame Mr. D.
Eating this week has been great, there's no other way to describe it. The last 3 days have ended with anywhere from 6-10 points left, and under 1000 calories. Following Allan's example, I've had eggs for breakfast lately and that's changed my morning eating habits significantly. I'm fuller longer, and I crave carbs less throughout the day- awesome. My lowest water consumption was a little over 150 oz, most days I'm closer to 200. I've spent 2 hours in the gym already this week, walked Monday at work (rained today), and did get in my morning workout today.
My BFF and her boyfriend went ring shopping this weekend (I've told everyone at work, didn't want you guys feeling left out!) and I'm flipping out!! It will be at least 3 weeks before she has it, and unfortunately, he's waiting to surprise her with the timing. Ugh. This did make her a little more interested in my crazy water thing, and she started it today. She's aiming for what I'm drinking since our weights are very close, and she hit her goal today! We spent a lot of time in the bathroom together too ;) She's going to be the prettiest bride ever!!! I'm just so happy for her, she's had a pretty awful year all around. It's about time she has something to get excited about!
Mr. D mentioned since I started writing this that he's doing his part for the less-moody me later... I promise a more sparkly happy post tomorrow. Unless he lied, and then I may need one of you to help with an alibi ;)
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